Adaptation...

Ever since I wrote my first blog entry on this very own web address I knew one thing. This is the thing, this is where I want to end it all... I want to be a writer.

Like many things that a person wants writing is something that may or may not come in naturally. My problem with writing has been continuity, I start strong but end up either losing interest or get too engrossed in the nitty-grittys of language that i forget the essence of what i was planning to pen down.

I guess its a problem of adaptation, the topics I attempt to pen are usually more in to the realm of the abstract world and hence do not have the drama that keeps it going. But whenever I think about that I always imagine why should there be drama in what you write... there isn't enough drama in life, I am literally doing the same kind of job over the past 5 years with nothing but minuscule atmospheric changes ( I seriously consider my move to the united states no more than an atmospheric change). Really, without drama who would even have a darn little interest in reading what I write leave alone my lack of interest in completing my numerous incomplete blog entries. But, I will try... I will try to write something abstract as much as life can get. I will one day narrate stories that neither have a beginning nor an end, neither have a happy ending nor a sad ending, stories that are absolutely non-judgemental, un-summarizable yet completely believable and relatable...

Life is such a great manuscript that is written only once, no edits no rewrites...

Excerpts from this manuscript called Life can be great stories... for instance a small set of stories on the most influential people one meets in their lifetime. Most of the time these meetings last only for a while but end up in memories that are recalled almost everyday in the rest of your life. One might not do anything to relive those memories or meet those people again but they still are very cherished. The thing with memories is that they are great as long as they remain so, if you try to relive them you may not even like them anymore.



This is as much as I can write on abstract items. Hope I can do better and induce more sense in to this complex madness called life which is as abstract as it can get. I am definitely not trying to get this blog to a logical end because there is none... just like my thought process it goes on and on with minor coffee breaks called sleep....