Sunday, February 19, 2006

Joey???

Question that can shatter your very core. Somehow many people refrain from discussing such things in public, but I can't.
Last few days I've been asked to answer many questions, Why this??? Why that??? Sometimes by people who deserve to ask and most of the times by people who do not. But there was this one TIME person who said... "u do not make much sense, but somehow people always do not interrupt when you speak"

"How you doin???"

PS: Shud have published this on the 19th of feb, better late than never...

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Wait guys, I want to click

As a lady watched we climbed in through the other side of the vantage point. Though not a notable face, I watched her for she was the only soul watching and I desperately needed a reaction; I could see an amalgamation of shock and amazement in her eyes, for obvious reasons.
2 hours ago, Main entrance: Ravi and Chandra were desperately trying to finish the rather unusual no. of oranges they had bought in the tribal mela, probably to impress some of the ladies there. I tried to pull out my camera to take some pictures of the main entrance not knowing that all the effort with the camera will be futile*. Kallu, with his usual sense of hyper gaiety, was trying to adjust his camera memory card which BTW was enough only to accommodate a few more pictures while helping Ravi in Operation Oranges. Abhi and Chaitu again were busy with their own Charge Coupled Devices. For a moment I thought that we looked like a bunch of freelance photographers trying to get a desperate breakthrough story in a rather morose historical cave.
Operation Oranges was partly successful. Ravi decided to dump the remaining as he realized that eating any further would infuriate Abhi – the beast, probably the only one of its kind on the planet. We passed through the electronic, bar code driven entry gates and entered the main arena. I must admit, Mr.Naidu did a decent job. A bunch of guides, all dressed in gray uniforms were waiting for their share of Bakraas near the entrance. We picked one to guide us through. He introduced himself as Jairam Singh, an Oriya settled in Borra.
Our first visit to the Vantage Point: The view was magnificent and complete with a fresh water stream, mountains and deep valleys. As we enjoyed the view I noticed an old board anchored to one of the nearby rocks. The board read, Warning: Do not enter the water stream. It is known to have whirlpools. Caverne extraordinaire: Jairam with his peculiar accent narrated the history of the cave, manipulating facts to try and induce some sort of interest into his audience. I do not want to narrate either the story behind the discovery of the cave or the formations cave it self because they as usual are magnificent human interpretations of simple nature. The only interesting aspect is that they stood undisturbed from greedy human interventions for the past 150 Million years (at least board read so).
We walked through the cave listening to Jairam's blabber and doing the thing we were the best at. Clicking. Well now that I mentioned about Photography I can't resist but mention about Chaitu A.K.A Govinda, his extraordinary apetite for photography and his weird eye gear!!! You've gotto see the pics.
So we clicked everything that walked, crawled, stood straight or lied flat, with and without us in the foreground. Damn these Digital Cameras there is not importance left for Photography anymore.
The Two Caves: On our way back to the entrance, Jairam made an offer, rather a challenge, something our crew couldn’t resist. He pointed towards two caves which he referred to as left and right cave. He then narrated a rather bizarre story about two British explorers who tried to explore the right cave but never returned and as always we decided to buy trouble for 200 bucks.
My heart was screaming bloody Mary when the others decided to accept the offer. I was sure that something weird was going to happen, but then I gave in owing to the peer pressure. We had to trudge through a pile of plastic and wrappers (I guess these would stay for another 150 million years tooJ) before we could reach the entrance of the cave that was so dark that I could not something that was even a feet away. The only thing I could hear was the hysterical laugh of Kallu and repeated assurances from Abhiram. Some people can never give up their instincts, I thought. As I struggled through the first climb (my slippery sports shoes didn’t help me much) when I saw some light. It was Chaitu’s face lit in the dim light of the Camera LCD. He shouted, “Wait guys, I want to click”. For a moment I thought I should reach for a stone and fling it towards his head, but resisted. Every climb from there on seemed formidable and adding to my woes were Jairam’s untimely comments about quicksand on the right, my shoes and burps of hysterical laughs by Kallu.
Finally we made it we were out of the cave. After clicking a few more photographs (that was our primary goal remember) we slipped through the edge of the mountain to reach a, the water stream. I sighed in relief, exasperated with my decision to join the meaningless adventure I swore not to repeat any such act in the future. Having decided I wanted to enjoy for every bit of the effort I put and believe me, the stream was worth the effort and I guess it was so due difficult path.
Jairam signaled that it was time. We rose from the river filled with contentment and pride for making it through. I was particularly happy for overcoming my worst fear, and making it through. Unaware of the climax I innocently enquired about the way we would take to go back. Jairam with his usual, dull composure pointed towards a 300 ft Rocky hill. I was shocked, but then came the infamous statement from Jayaram*** which could have made me climb Mt.Everest with great ease. Pure survival instincts or male ego, I was better this time. We climbed the rough terrain made of marble (as if that was solace) barefoot and made it.

Our second visit to the Vantage Point: Definitely something I will remember for quite sometime. And considering my acute acrophobia it was quite an accomplishment to climb up a view point which I would otherwise view only from the other side of the railing.
And guess how did we celebrate….

We clicked. *I accidentally formatted my memory card.
**For a detailed description of the trip refer to Kallu's blog.
***"Kya Sir, Andhra ki ladkiya bhi yeh asaani se chad jaate hain..." I will never forget him for saying it:@

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

And life goes on…

Thought I would write a lot about my recent trip to Vizag and Tyada, but can’t. The day I landed in the city, I heard something that shook the ground off my feet. A little girl, one of my cousin’s children, succumbed to leukemia. All this happened in a matter of week. A seemingly healthy, 10 year old girl, learning basketball and excelling at school is down with mild fever and within a week things unfold and the disease shows it worst face gripping the little life and the ones around her.

Aspirations, dreams of a bright life are ripped off in a single blow and the worst was yet to come; the painful treatment. I do not want to provide facts and figures, coz they really do not make any sense once life is lost. The thing that troubles me is that while I was busy getting on with the chores of life, trying to make a difference, trying to fulfill my ambitions and goals, fighting my petty wars, someone, far younger than me, was fighting the worst battle ever; the battle for survival. And yet I couldn’t do much.

Life goes on….